While doing the interview I had the Corresponding specialist check and see how my update was doing. She let me know threw my interviewer that she would give me a ring back! We got off the phone and about 20 minuets latter I got a phone call. The sweet lady let me know that all of Cody's parents phone numbers have changed. They tried to call all of them.. they are now occupied by a different person. They then decided to email, Cody's mother. She has yet to respond. Latter on in the week they decided to email her one more time. This time they attached one of the Lawyers into the conversation. If they do not respond to this email, a letter will be sent.
For a wile now I felt as if for some reason, their number has changed. I'm not sure why I felt this way. Maybe mothers intuition. Now knowing that I possible could not receive an up date I feel very numb and raw.I knew going in asking for a update it may not happen. But today I started to feel anger. I have felt a lot of emotions with Cody's adoption. But never anger. If Cody's parents have chosen to keep me out of his life now... they are not whom I chose to be my little Angel Boy's Parents. Making me feel like I made the wrong decision. The mommy I picked loved me and would never keep my son from me.
I fear that in 30 minuets when it is his Birthday, knowing all of this could make the day even harder for me!
But today is not all about me its about celebrating his birth and his wonderful life! Happy 8th Birthday Cody Lee your Birth mother loves you oh so very much!
Cody Lee
That is a very sweet picture. I hope you hear something soon.
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